N becos u will never understand

你的時間不夠用
不確定我的執著 能讓你感動
人潮中 怕失散所以輕輕拉你的手
一刻不放鬆

猜不透
你是情人 還是朋友
還沒勇氣 想得太多
你的世界 如此遼闊

相處會比分開還寂寞
如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
我已不想追究
那我寧願回到一個人生活

She has all
I have none

Thank you
Now i see it

WEEKENDS

Stay awake just for that short 1 hr
By the time I finally reach home
I dun even get 10 mins of ur time
WONDERFUL

u just din realize how much i needed the 10 mins todae

I knew it, i just had to do it
and now i feel fark for the worst reason ever
u know what is even worst
the timeline of them

and guess what
now i have to smile and act as if nothing
becos rubbish mi decided to have itchy fingers and anyhow click
Facebook is fark

why am i like this arghhhhhh
i have never bother
I have never cared
i dun give shit abt anything
what have i farking turn into

meteor shower

no meteor shower

I closed all doors thinking that i've seen the world

Was i very unlikeable just becos i was gay
Does the fact that i was lesbian irritates
i have lost count of how many of u tried to tok mi out of being gay
All i did was to be happy

Now that i'm with a guy

All my closest frens tell mi
They r happy for me
That i should have been with one long ago
But the fact stay
i do prefer girls more then guys
my trust in my men my impression of them
is THAT LOW
and i blame it on the fact that
i grew up with too many male frens
N i have seen what they have done

Yet i think i lost my mind for this one
This little one
The little one that i could actually give up everything for
Honestly, i nv tt i would date a guy ever again
my interest in man just dun stay
dun ask mi why dun ask mi how
i fell in love even before i knew it
all i know
is that every time i see him every time he's beside mi
I feel the butterflies,everything turn cold and i'm out of breath
i could just stare at him as the world goes

How the first time he looked for mi when i was at the library
How i went gaga over him when fennie first met him
How i went down zouk all alone just to look for him
How he runs to mi when he sees mi
How he tried to cover mi from the crazy crowd at phuture
How he whine and grumble and made so much noise when i went to fetch Bern instead of him

i think i could just go on

I'm not in love *_*
I'm not

Much as i hate to admit it.
I hate even the existence of the exs names
So yes just the mention of the names
And i would turn into a bitch
Then again i 'm not going to stood to their level
of degrading slut mode
N i'm not this way just becos they r his exs
I never really care abt the exs becos after all they r in the past
it's the stuff they did,
Is it just u or just the rage in u
or sympathy is just ur game,attention seeking is just ur hobby
The fact that the ego and pride got hit
To prove ur better off, better then me

N so what u r?

I'm happy.R u?
I'm having the time of my life,
I'm just lost in our own little world.
And what have U been doing?

Honestly, not for what u did
perhaps i would not be where i am now
So i guess i should say Thank you
You ruin ur own happiness
Ur rage got the better of u
And becos of this
I got my happiness
I get to watch the rainbows and the stars


Like ur msgs
He's mine to keep

N this is how i closed this chapter